I can't sleep. Am I sick or what? Add the shit syndrome of Globe Unlimitxt. Why can't they be more like SUN? That's what you get from a "veteran" user of unlimited texts like me. They can't afford to beat sun's 24/7.. Anyway, I had a lot in mind. Can we go back to 2004. LITERAL. Haha. 2004, my happiness never stopped. Maybe it did acheive the red light but I didn't even noticed that it stopped because nothing can compare to my happiness in that year. That year, 2004, was indeed heaven for me. There's nothing more I could ask for. So please, can we go back? It was heaven in that time.. but look at me now? I'm living in a hell kind of life. I haven't even experienced PURE happiness this year. I'm hoping.. but what happened, January pa lang.. putangina, trahedya na. How I wish I could really turn back time. How I wish I never fell for that one. OH HOW I REALLY WISH. I can't control life, I know. And even those things, I can't control them. But why the sudden strike to me? At ang pinakamasaklap pa dun, halos sabay sabay pa. I don't know why I typed these words. Serious. Maybe it's just the fact that I can't sleep. I'm waiting for my grand parents to arrive. And I'm left here inside my room with two cellular phones. The one with the sun sim doesn't have any load. And the other with the globe sim can't activate its unlimited texting. Tf! Am I too unlucky? Cha, you're exaggerating. Nah. I never did. It's the way I really feel about almost everything that life gives me. I give more than I can take. I take less than I can give. Tf! What a life. My life, dedicated to my loving dear friends.. yourstrulycha. Rawr. Oh how I wish school was still going on. In school, I can always smile 100% unlike here at home. Rawr. In school, I forget maybe about 60% of my problems. In school, I find comfort. I find acceptance but I also find rejection. I find love but I also find hatred. How I really miss school.
Anyway, it's time for me to unwind. Gonna get groovey on saturday. Haha. We'll be going to Bataan with Gem and her family. Isn't that great? It's a good thing that PBA games will only resume on Sunday and there'll be no Ginebra games on that day. I think it's the perfect time for me to get out of the civilization. Can't wait.
It's morning now and I really can't sleep. At ang tagal pa nilang dumating! Pokras. I wish it was Friday night already. I think I'll prepare my things tomorrow night. Cha, di ka rin excited ah. It's my first out-of-town trip this summer so I really can't wait. Waa. Haha. :) Did I say it's morning already? Haha. Happy Birthday Cholo Isunga. I don't have any load for me to text you. Dito nalang ako babawi ah. At least, napublicize pa nang onti yung birthday mo. Haha! Oh no, I think they're already here. Need to bounce. Ciao! :) Shot, cha +
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